I have a lot of disdain for people in the medical field because of how they treated me based on my…

Will I probably die an early death from that? Absolutely. I said it before and I'll say it again. Doctors killed me. I just didn't lay down…

I have a lot of disdain for people in the medical field because of how they treated me based on my past. It's gotten to the point where I basically have to be sedated to get medical care of ANY form.

Will I probably die an early death from that? Absolutely. I said it before and I'll say it again. Doctors killed me. I just didn't lay down to die yet.