Michele, it sounds like you have a lot of self-loathing to unpack.
Are you okay? Do you feel like you need to conform to what society expects of you? A loving God would want you to be happy and free.
Michele, it sounds like you have a lot of self-loathing to unpack. I don't know how to help you, but I do think that you need to ask yourself why you call yourself an "ex sinner."
Are you okay? Do you feel like you need to conform to what society expects of you? A loving God would want you to be happy and free.